A bad poem for a good friend

Most people think I'm nuts for what I feel inside,but when I looked into your eyes there's nothing I could hide.You felt my pain, you shared my joy to have you by my side.We share a life with all it's strife and all it's up and downs.

But your span of life is shorter than mine and I denied this fact,but you were true and always knew that indeed this was a fact.But you got ill and it gave me chillsfor there was nothing I could do,I waited on you hand and paw as only a true friend could.And when you passed on you were in my arms,my heart split just like a block of wood tears rained down though not around I knew you understood.Please don't go I cried aloud although it was in vane. Then we took one last walk out and around to put you in the ground,under the tree where you loved to be when I was not around.the weather held off until at last the earth you all were covered, then the rain poured down and I knelt down it washed away my tears and there I shook and could only look for want to hold you near.So I stood and walked away stoic,angry and hard with a face that would make gods cringe.Then I stopped and I looked back knowing this was not what you would have wanted. So I forced a grin and through out my chin your pain was gone you suffer no more, from this I took some comfort.But it hurt no less there was pain in my chest for from this life now we parted.So wait for me I shan't be long for tomorrow is no guarantee.For by YOUR side I long to be.These pros they feeble and the word not able to convey what I feel inside,for tears cloud my eyes and the pain I feel inside I've done the best I'm able.But you never judged and always loved me right up to the end.Now I say this loud and I say this proud "you were then, now and always MY FRIEND".