A bad poem for a good friend

Most people think I'm nuts for what I feel inside,but when I looked into your eyes there's nothing I could hide.You felt my pain, you shared my joy to have you by my side.We share a life with all it's strife and all it's up and downs.

But your span of life is shorter than mine and I denied this fact,but you were true and always knew that indeed this was a fact.But you got ill and it gave me chillsfor there was nothing I could do,I waited on you hand and paw as only a true friend could.And when you passed on you were in my arms,my heart split just like a block of wood tears rained down though not around I knew you understood.Please don't go I cried aloud although it was in vane. Then we took one last walk out and around to put you in the ground,under the tree where you loved to be when I was not around.the weather held off until at last the earth you all were covered, then the rain poured down and I knelt down it washed away my tears and there I shook and could only look for want to hold you near.So I stood and walked away stoic,angry and hard with a face that would make gods cringe.Then I stopped and I looked back knowing this was not what you would have wanted. So I forced a grin and through out my chin your pain was gone you suffer no more, from this I took some comfort.But it hurt no less there was pain in my chest for from this life now we parted.So wait for me I shan't be long for tomorrow is no guarantee.For by YOUR side I long to be.These pros they feeble and the word not able to convey what I feel inside,for tears cloud my eyes and the pain I feel inside I've done the best I'm able.But you never judged and always loved me right up to the end.Now I say this loud and I say this proud "you were then, now and always MY FRIEND".

welcome back to NY WTF!

Just came back from 4 day vacation with my best friend and his family in Pa.First time I've had a vacation and been away from this city in 10yrs.Best 4 days ever.Looks like I'll be moving to Pa, sadly at the cost of a 23year relationship(but not by my choosing).But it's also sad that your friends are more supportive than someone you've shared your life with for 23 yrs.There's no work to be had in this city so DUH you have to go where the work is.and also I'm tired of living in a city full of savages.I wasn't back in the city 10 minutes before I was pissed off,uptight,and had already had enough.Got off at Port Authority only to hear over the speakers,(20 minutes after I've been standing there)no E train service WTF!where are the signs!PA just raised the bridge and tunnel toll to a whopping 12 bucks,spring for some fucking signs you bastards!so of to the 7 train I go,as I passed the doors of the PA building I paused and thought "Shit I should just get on the bus and go back to Penn.I get on the 7 and 2 large Marges sit down on either side of me,not only do they take up their seats but their FAT is oozing into my seat too.So at this point I have the look on my face like "first person to even think of starting shit with me is gonna die.Don't and can't live this way anymore.Even the little hood rat that was blocking the door of the subway quickly got out of my way, smart move douche you'll live to see another day.Sorry I know I promised stories to entertain you.But had to get this off my chest.There's actually more to this but wouldn't think you'd be interested.If so ask and I will elaborate.Well that me. I promise a good short story in in the works.any way thanks for the subscribe hope you enjoy my writing,not just my pissing and moaning .lol

Would like to note the passing of my best friend and partner in crime. Mutlee J. Dog(his pic is on the profile).Never a better companion in this life could have been wanted or ask for.He came into my life as a stray ans stayed. For the 10yrs we had together (though good and bad),he was the bright spot in my life.I will miss him dearly,but I know when my time comes he will greet me at the Gates of By-Frost and we will be together again.For those of you that never had a dog or think "It was just a dog",I would vehemently disagree.No love or devotion is more unconditional then that of a dog.I wish I could say the same about humans,but I can't.In the coming future I will be writing some short stories loosely based (very loosely)with characters based on him and myself and other people that are or have been in my life).total fiction lol So subscribe read and post a comment or two.

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